WANTED: REPLICA

Because of you I am chained

Because of you I bleed from the inside out

Because of you I walk like I have ALL EYES ON ME

Hoping to catch the glance of some handsome man

that in some way or another reminds me of you.

The man I hate

the man I love

You, my father. 

since I was a kid I yearned for your attention,

Your smile

Your acceptance.

Because you were my favorite

you were my everything

you,

I thought you understood me 

daddy,

you were my road dog, 

you were my shoulder

you were my savior

and without you I ran for a replica

a clone,

a simular feeling that only you gave me.

your baby girl,  

your bunny,

keke.

"Once Aboard... You can never Abort." 

 Here I lie, 

Strapped between the divided lines that pave the path for many to come. 

Many will come and go but only one will stay and linger, 

Only one will press on for months on months to come and then, 

And only then,

 When he is ready will he depart me

Will he leave me, 

This walking mass of energy that was once his home

He will leave me and take cover else where. 

For this motherboard was only his foundation,

His template,

His outline,

that will help shape the very essence of his Galaxy.

Bye Bye from mommy baby. 

Bye Bye from mommy.